hello blog.

it's been a really long time.

got lots to tell.

like someone said the other day "your blog only has a lot of sad stuff"

today's a sad day for me.
looks like my age is finally catching up wif me huh.

i had like 5 kids calling me uncle. wad the hell man.
'uncle, can you help me tie this?'
'uncle i want to do colouring'

omg.
i'm not even 20 yet!!!!!

ever felt like there's something dam drastic you wanna do but there's no one to do it with you or tat you juz cannot put your heart into doing anything? well welcome to my emotions now. i dunno man, but the week has been irritating. really.

( the long story )

haiz. i dunno wad to say man.

ARRRRRRRGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

monkey so cute!!!!
http://www.funny-games.biz/monkey-go-happy.html

i need to stand up for my own rights.
stop being pushed around juz cos everyone else decides i should do it.
be a bitch.
stop bothering about wad others say about me when i decide to stop following the 'trend'

and it starts today.

the other day i was walking wif my friend to woodlands mrt to go home. i had to go to work of course, but she asked my this question.

( to cut the long story short )

she's still out there, taking her problems one at a time, and i tell you, there are very few things that beat this satisfaction of knowing tat there's someone whom you reached out to and helped her to take more steps den she might not have taken.

haiz. i think i juz killed myself trying to be the nice guy and i juz chose the wrong team for my final year project. except my team leader. if any of you get to read this. dun get offended ya.

meeting's at 12nn.
my leader's sick with fever and a swollen face.
one of my team members is still in aljunied ather bf's place (i dun blame her for her reason).
another member is eating lunch at the canteen. since 11.30am.
the last member is non-existent since she quit skool.

and the f****** library is noisy cos i have people blasting away on the piano, screaming from the xbox rooms and shouting from the pool tables.

juz back from like 60 hours of non-stop work with 2x of 2 hour naps haha. well the work is question is the weisong sisong concert at the indoor stadium last night haha and i personally feel tat it was a success!!! haha. well the week for me was more like running around for meetings and rehearsals haha. i think i was in office for less den 6 hours not considering the overnight stays in office to do work haha.

skool starts next week. tomolo to be exact. but i'm like kinda still working for the company haha. like i have to go back in the week to prepare for the hsbc themed night events and also for the mothers day event haha. sianz since i have to like go for the events tat are happening in the weekend but well at least i believe i have more or less secured a job in the future haha.

sat and sun was a terrible day for me. part of me actually. my legs in question. i was the stage manager for the lianhe wanbao beauty and heathcare fair 2009, and the whole day for me was like going up and down the stage, moving things, standing around waiting for the time to do the next task and also shuttling to anf fro the stage and the fringe activity area, which is like from one end of the hall to the other. bet i walked like 10km for the 2 days haha.

but the main lesson i took back is this: singaporeans are jackasses. there is no doubt about this. there can be 3 clean white tables on on side of the stage and que poles placed 1m away from the tables and the stage steps. come back 30mins later and you will see the que poles leaning on the table and brown tables. there was even once i was actually there at the stage steps and tis old man conveniently crossed the border, sat on the table wif a hotdog, removed his left shoe and put his feet on the table and rounded it up by staring at me.

take another inccident. the fringe activity. there's a barrier round, and when we were setting the tables and chairs people from the surrounding booths juz came in and sat there. i told them they're no allowed to do tat, and they cannot use the chairs or tables. i come back 1hour later and i see the chairs in their booths!!!!
i'm like wtf!!! how many times do you want me to tell you get your chairs from pico dumbasses. den tis guy tried to por me infront of everyone. 'shuai ge. ke yi la, ji zhang yi zi shi ke yi de la'. i got pissed. i told him. 'i put a barrier for a reason. no means no. you want me take the chairs in your booth and use it for the kids in the fringe activity?'

haiz. you know something. i think working in the events industry is really a test. test of your capability to carry and manage events, patience and even know how to embarrass people. and you also get to see the ugly side of people. how can you look this world? it's hard.